I Can't Hear You AnymoreThe clouds are heavy tonight,
And I am suffocating,
Choking on my own words
As they fly from my mouth.
You never cared about yourself,
And after your death that
Became hard to think about.
(But I do anyway.)
I suddenly find myself missing
The years we had spent together
And how spider webs would form in
The corners of your eyes when you smiled.
But the thing is that I can’t hear you anymore.
I can’t remember the sound
Of your voice or the feeling of
Your hands as they touched my lips.
You once told me that home
Is where you lie,
But I hate it here, and
I hate living with these ghosts.
WriterShe sits at her desk,
headphones plugged in
Turning up the volume
to drown out the noise.
Ink bleed from her fingers
Words flow from her heart.
They say she cries too much
And she cares too much
Maybe that's why
she's a writer.
LovesickI am utterly infatuated with you,
it isn't your eyes, nor your hair -
but you; the real you
(and probably your sexy smile).
I can't stop thinking about
the little things you do and
the jokes you like to say,
the way you seemingly manage
to make me grin every single time.
I pretend there's a chance between us
and dream about the endless possibilities -
we can be in a relationship together.
But a dream is but a dream,
and I realise we'll never be together.
You take my breath away,
the same way the wind sweeps leaves
on a warm, cozy autumn day.
There's nothing special about you,
yet I think you're completely different
and you're always there
even though you aren't really.
I'm not in love with you (I think),
but you've definitely got me -
I'm utterly infatuated.
LoveSay you can stay with me tonight,
And be with me until the end.
All I want is to be loved,
So wont you stay and hold me close.
Tell me that my waiting is done,
Because I found you, and you're the one.
promise that you'll stay forever,
Because I know I can't say bye.
Show me that you love me,
Scars and all.
Believe in me with all my faults,
And tell me that I'm perfect.
Love me so I'll finally be happy,
With you by my side.
Trust me when I say I'm fine,
And tell me no more cutting.
With that soft voice,
That let's me know I'm safe.
Kiss my scars,
And tell me I'm a beautiful piece of art.
Show me that love is true,
Because I don't want to die alone.
Not without you...